but I am

I want to be the best of your world

The highlight of your time

Want to be the one you dream about

I am so frightened

That I am not

I Feel the pressure

My feelings of me loosing is so heavy

To carry around

I am quiet most of the time now days

Hate to feel like it is all slipping through my fingers

Your love to me

Like if I am more failing

I want to cry over all this

But I cant

I want to tell you how I feel

But I cant

I don’t want to feel like I am falling apart inside

But I am